nadia , my bby (:

hello peepos !
i just came home (:

whoa !
malay dance performance tadi .
when i arrived at ngee ann primary ,
i felt okehh .

but as soon as malay's dance turn ,
i saw maam . salam-ed her .
and she said that the rest was there too .
and i was like , "FVCK"
rudy , amad , saimee , aliff , makram ,uweis .
omygodd . like urghh kann ?
and i salam-ed them luhh .

kehh , my turn to perform .
gabra like zebra .
they all keep on staring at me .
shouting and pointing towards my direction .
i was like , "IRAA , CHILL !"

after performance .
i received comments from all of them .
but only got the most positive one from aca , lynda and amad .
for a certain reason ,
i felt that i sucked .
(:

then went back school ,
changed , come back to ngee ann .
with my hair still in place , me make-up still there .
lepak-lepak . then walk-walk around .
then they decided to play the skates .
and guess what they didnt pay .

bagos uhh korang .
well , they were caught .
amad was held back while the rest had went off .
i decided to pay half for amad since he has $2 .
that skate shit cost $4 per 30 mins .
mcm tahi .
(:

then lepak-ed again .
then all of us walked back to district .
saw Mr Kasnin .
then i asked maam to lepak with us district .
then we all lepak and did dumb stuffs together .
the guys started pinching maam .
like ohemmgeez ~ it turn blueblack luhh .
then they start to pinch each other .

and soon after ,
i was the next targetted victim .
(:
my arm now is blueblack .
amad , uweis , makram , maseh ehh ?
aku asyik kene bully aje . ):
beh sedihh ....
this is my hand now . ):

after 11.30pm , then we decided to lepak at t-net .
i actually wanted to go home .
but i really wanted to follow them as well .
so amad took the initiative to call and talk to ibu .
thanks ayy ?
then we walked to tnet .
while we were on the way ,
maam and i had a conversation .
"GIRL TALK"

told maam EVERYTHING ,
everything that i had kept within me for the past month .

well , main topic ,
RELATIONSHIP .

fasinating kann ?
rase macam naq join aje kann ?
haha .
kehh kau shiok sendiri .

then i confested to maam .
and she agrees with it
and goes with what i had suggested .

okehh , AMAD .
iraa tawuk yang amad maseh sayangkan iraa sesangatnyee .
urmm ...
iraa betol-betol terperanjat yang amad maseh ade perasaan terhadap iraa .
iraa maseh attached .
but da ask for break ponn .
iraa mesty ckp jugak yang iraa rase iraa maseh sayangkann amad .
betol .
taq percaye ,
tanyer maam ...
tapy iraa taq tawuk macam mane naq selesai kan problem niee .
urmm ...
iraa taq tawuk kenape ,
but iraa berase amat bersalah .
iraa naq mintaq maaf dulu pat amad kalau iraa da tersinggungkan hati amad .
bile amad karaoke-d that day ,
wednesday kann ? yahh .
iraa rase guilty gitu .
iraa tanyee iira and mas kenape iraa rase mcm gytuh .
abeh diorang cakap yang iraa sebenarnyee maseh sayang pat amad .
and yahh i have to admit that i almost cair dengar your voice .
suare amad sedap .
amad baek , caring , bertanggung jawab and all
maam told me that it was a waste that i had left you .
tapi taq tawuk uhh ekh ?
urmm ...
so yahh .
ini yang iraa naq cakap pat amad .

urmm ...

i guess we'll end it here ?

till then .

tacqaires .



assalammualaikum .